Someone once told me that numbers isn't everything.
Many people understand what that means. The guy who has the best financial capabilities and assets still isn't The One if you don't have feelings for him. The school that has the best results, facilities, and is most costly, may not necessarily be the best school for you.
But... I've been a little obsessed with numbers of YOLOsg.com lately. It's an obsession that crept upon me unknowingly.
I constantly remind myself that numbers isn't everything (cos some content is worth featuring) but I know that it speaks of the direction I'm heading. The day when numbers no longer speaks to me, is the day I know I've succeeded.
Looking back at this present moment years later, THIS hundreds would surpass in value to the numerical values in the future.
No matter who you are, thank you for being with me, and witnessing this journey.
At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
Circumstances are holding you back, forcing you to back off and to forgo all the pleasures, fun and games for the time being. But this is only a temporary situation and before you even know it the situation could change.
Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.
You are inclined to be too trusting and you feel that you need to be on your guard against the possibility that your endeavours and actions may be misunderstood. Too often you have been taken advantage of and you have been mentally abused. Now you are seeking a relationship which can provide peace of mind, where you can be yourself and not have the need to put on a false front.
It's in human nature to stereotype people. We judge people base on their skin color, accent, language, personality, nationality, whatever. It's not right, but it's only natural.
But sometimes I feel like... The gay and lesbian comments online are getting out of hand.
Sure, sometimes I see a girl with really short haircut and my first thought is "is she a butch?"
Sometimes we see guys acting really girly and wonder "woah he's damn gay".
But it's a whole new level of offensiveness, when frickin' annoying people keep leaving comments EVERYWHERE, harping on the whole gay/lesbian stereotype.
You know when it's okay to want to find out?
When you are straight, and you want to know if that someone is available.
Other than that, LEAVE THEM ALONE.
Why am I so worked up today?
I had been watching a YouTuber by the name of Joey Graceffa, and out of the few videos I watched, I scroll down and see all the IS HE GAY? and GAY comments.
WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?!
So what if he is? So what if he isn't? Unless you want to date him, SHUT UP.
Why do immature people online think it's okay to target these people? What wrong have they done?
There are YouTube channels out there that I dislike and/or don't agree with. So all you have to do, is NOT WATCH THEM. How hard can that be?
Instead, you waste your miserable life going to EVERY of their videos, to leave the word GAY. Who is the one with a problem here?
Gay, is a status. It's not some insulting label you put on someone.
Do you go around and leave YouTube comments, asking ARE YOU MALE? ARE YOU FEMALE? ARE YOU AMERICAN? AMERICAN. SINGAPOREAN. MALAYSIAN. ATTACHED. SINGLE. MARRIED.
No, right? So what's with the gay and lesbian comments?
Sometimes it hasn't even got anything to do with the video. You watch a video, overlook the content, overlook the effort, and all you got to say is GAY? What are you doing online? You don't deserve access to the cyber world.
A person can pull of a certain role, that's talent. You don't have to say such disrespectful stuff, be it fact or rumor.
Looking through YouTube comments can bring such doubts about humanity sometimes. On a random cat video, people are fighting about religion. On Psy's music video, people are fighting about countries, cultures and beliefs. So many people don't understand that their "just for fun" trolling and annoying persistence can actually crush someone else. And that person didn't even offend YOU.
People are always talking about bullying, but I think comments online brings out the WORST in bullies.
Suddenly it feels like we're going backwards in this society. Traditional media is the way it is, to filter out such biased and extremists spamming. Cyberspace liberated such limits. But sometimes what's best is being limited. So... Is this society improving, or going backwards?